Nice

So after "My Lovely Kim Sam Soon" I am now watching "Secret Garden." And the common denominator? Yes! You got that right! Hyun Bin!

He's just so gorgeous. Now he's got me all confused. I don't know who my biggest crush is anymore. Hyun Bin, Zo Insung, Lee Minki or Kim Soo Hyun. Why are these Korean guys so gorgeous anyways? Except for Song Sam Dong I think I have fallen in love with those Oh so irresistibly handsome rich, spoiled, mama's boys in these Korean dramas. And these guys are definitely suited for those roles. Haaayyyy!!! I wonder if they are even aware of how much they affect their fans.

Too bad my vacation is about to end. This will be the last korean drama I am going to watch because All Saints' and All Souls' days are approaching and I will be ultra busy. On Monday, classes will resume and I will not be able to sit down and think of my Oppa's anymore. Hehehehe It feels so weird to call them Oppa. I'm older than all of them but they all make me feel like some high school girl.

Well, I just feel nice. Now I know what kind of man I really want. And even if my ideal man does not exist in reality, I will not lower my standards. I want a handsome, rich, intelligent, slightly younger guy who would chase after me and make me feel so special that I would melt in all cheesiness. The thought of him makes me want to giggle like a teenager. blehhhh....

It's nice to feel this way once in a while. I want to be always inspired so I can forget that I haven't met anyone special yet. It's hard and it hurts so much I want to cry sometimes. But as long as I have my ideal in my heart and in my mind, it makes the pain a little easier to bear.

Well, I hope the video's reloaded already. I'm watching the 12th episode. Hopefully I can still have a few hours of sleep after I'm done.

Gaaaaahhhhh

I stayed awake for 30 hours straight with just one fifteen minute power nap in between. I wasn't able to stop watching "My Lovely Kim Sam Soon." I can't even tell my friends about it because they are going to tease me and say that I could relate! Which is a bit true though. A thirty-something chubby single woman in search of love geez! This is so like Bridget Jones.

What is it about turning 30? Is it because we're half the retirement age? Okay fine I am past thirty and so what?! I am good at my job and while it is through that my waistline is beyond the ideal, I think I look okay. I am not drop dead gorgeous but neither am I scary ugly or pitiful ugly or just plain ugly. Gaaahhhhh!!!!!

There are so many unanswered questions and a lot of analysis have been made , should be made about this emerging thirty-something single group. But at the end of the day, we are all people, young or old or thirty something in need of love and hoping that a happy ending awaits all of us. (I'm a sucker for happy endings. I hate bad endings and even if it's a bad ending I would still look for happy things about it. So sue me!)

My dream is to create a character like Bridget Jones or Kim Sam Soon or to be like them in some way - particularly in their love lives. Goodness! Bridget ended up with a hot lawyer and Sam Soon a young, handsome hotelier. I'm dreaming so I might as well make it big. AJA!

Bored...Not!

I'm done with Grey's season 8. Now I am watching My Lovely Kim Sam Soon again.

I have been sleeping at 6am since Wednesday. It's just so boring in the house but I don't have the resources to go out right now. Besides I just don't enjoy bars as much as I used to so I guess I'll just stay here and watch DVDs and read books until the time to work comes again. I want to go malling with Ana and Gladys and exchange stupid stories with the gays. But money's just enough and I am too lazy to go out anyway.

But it is vacation and I want to enjoy every single minute of it. When work comes I would be complaining again so I will not waste my free time complaining. Money will come and I can go out and do what I want anyway. I'll use this time to plan my next steps of beautifying myself and losing weight and making me a better me.

Residue

Geez! Just when I thought it's vacation. I still have to make up a few more days of tutorial. I feel so lazy. If only the kids' performance will not be affected, I would make up a silly excuse just not to go. But then again, I don't have the heart to let them fail when I am here to help so I guess I have a few more jobs to finish.

I have started my Grey's anatomy marathon. I can't wait to finish them all. Gaaahhh!!! I just wish I really could relax now. haist!

Vacation

It's vacation time!!!

I have one week to sit around all day and think about nothing else but what I want to do. No need for rushing and meeting deadlines because it's my time to relax. Well I know I would have to cram once November comes in but I don't really care as of this time. I want to savor my freedom. Stay up late, watch all those films, read any book and write whenever I feel like it.

I just finished watching the season 4 of fringe and maybe I will start watching the 8th season of Grey's Anatomy. I have a few movies too and I guess I'll watch them after I get updated with Seattle Grace. And of course I will finish reading the Fifty shades Series and try to find out what the brouhaha about it was all about.

And the most important part of all, I will get lots and lots of sleep. I'll have enough time for all of these I know. Hmmm... so anyway, I'll just finish this Lee Min Ki flick I found.

shallow musing

I have said this a lot of times - I am not a very dramatic person. A publicly dramatic person. This is the only place I bring out my inner drama. So if you read any of my posts accidentally, please do not misunderstand. I am not like this in an ordinary day. Even the people closest to me do not know I have this side of me.

So anyway, right now I'm in a rush because I have limited internet access and I have to work on the kids' grades. I haven't started yet and I don't want to stay up late tomorrow so I have to finish them now.

I am still into this Lee Min Ki addiction. It's just so hard to find his other movies online. I don't want to watch dramas though because I don't have much time. I wish Jo In Sung and Kim Soo Hyun will also have movies available online. Haaayyy!!!!! I wish I could go to Korea someday and be able to see all those places where they shot my favorite movies and drama. Right now all I can do is look at pictures and do the Gangnam style. Yeah!!!

So tata for now.

Still

Tomorrow, the second quarter of the school year will officially end. Yey!!!

I just want to be over and done with the costume party. I would still have tutorials till the 25th though. I still can't fully relax but I would try to clear the clutter on may table and perhaps my head will be as organized. I'm still a bit irritable. I still can't play my dear facebook games. Just when I am moving up the ladder. Now I have no choice but to be more productive. And of all days but now just when I can relax.

So I guess I'll just resign to my fate. This is destiny's way of telling me that I need to work so I'll be working. No time for games now.